October 2010
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i'm afraid...
i’m afraid that i’m fucking this semester up on purpose so that i don’t have to graduate and enter the real world because i’m not ready for all of that. i’m afraid that i’m never going to recover from this eating disorder. i’m afraid that all my life the numbers are going to haunt me. i’m afraid i’ll never be healthy. i’m afraid to...
Oct 19th
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sometimes i dont know if i can do this
Oct 18th
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Oct 11th
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“Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?”
– Hero Heroine by Boys Like Girls
Oct 11th
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“My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you I feel you...”
– All Around Me by Flyleaf
Oct 11th
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i’ve lost two pounds. i’m not quite sure how this happened as i’ve been eating more with trying to recover. i mean i’m not going to complain or anything. but it’s weird. i feel like the scale is tricking me though. like it’s trying to lull me into a false sense of security. it wants to make me think that i can be normal, that i can eat and be healthy and lose...
Oct 10th
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thehorrorgirl: Its so funny how just half a pound more on the scale can change my mood from happy to depressed. So lame.  Word. It sucks.
Oct 10th
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okay okay okay
i need to do my paper. i need to tell the numbers and the depression and the laziness and the weakness and the tiredness and the numbers and the soreness and the sadness and the numbers to SHUT UP and GO AWAY because i have a paper to write and i absolutely cannot and will not fail college. rawr.
Oct 10th
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Oct 10th
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When you love someone and they break your heart,...
Oct 10th
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Oct 9th
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Oct 9th
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“Not all scars show, not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can’t always see the pain...”
– (via fourthescape)
Oct 9th
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cross the line if you have ever been so displeased...
Oct 9th
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happychoice-deactivated20101109 asked: Hey checkout my e.d. recovery page :) you should join we bite back, i'm on there and its a great support forum :)
Oct 9th
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recovery...
the lady is trying recovery. it really kind of inspired me to try too. i hate being this way. i hate counting every calorie of every bite i take. i hate that the idea of a meal with friends enduces panic attacks. i hate that if i gain a tenth of a pound i burst into tears and spend hours in front of a mirror trying to figure out where the fat developed. i hate the constant stream of voices telling...
Oct 9th
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Oct 5th
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Reblog if you're gonna wear purple on the 20th in...
Oct 5th
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Oct 5th
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Reblog if this describes you word for word →
anything2bthin: “Shes the kind of girl who tries to keep a fake smile planted on her face. The one where she fights to be happy, but sometimes, she will give in. She tries to make people happy. Even when shes miserable. But sometimes, she just can’t take it anymore. She can’t take the crying, the fighting, the…
Oct 5th
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Oct 5th
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Oct 5th
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Oct 5th
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Oct 5th