i’ve lost two pounds. i’m not quite sure how this happened as i’ve been eating more with trying to recover. i mean i’m not going to complain or anything. but it’s weird.

i feel like the scale is tricking me though. like it’s trying to lull me into a false sense of security. it wants to make me think that i can be normal, that i can eat and be healthy and lose weight that way.

but i know in a few days it will sneak up on me and SMACK i’ll get hit with the real number, with reality, with the fact that eating means getting fat.

i do not believe you, scale.

you are a manipulative little cunt.