Um, being thinner does not necessarily mean that you’ll be happier … no offence

well having an eating disorder is a lot more than that actually. it’s about control. it’s a mental disease. it’s not something i can just turn on and off. i know that it won’t necessarily make me happier but unfortunately i can’t just turn that part of my brain off. it’s part of my disease. unless you’ve dealt with it, i don’t think you’d really understand.

ask away, lovelies <3